Just when you thought everything was working fine, you would suddenly realize that the wall you’re leaning onto was the weakest spot you could ever depend upon.
I just wanted to leave a mark in this world not necessarily as successful as the world defines but as meaningful as true happiness can satisfy. Unfortunately, the world is designed to work as a non-utopia where you would have to deal with different people measuring you in different ways. You can satisy a few but never all of them.
It becomes difficult though when more people looking at you are seeing red than green. Self-worth then becomes an issue. And for a non-conformist with superiority complex like me, that’s a big deal.
I know the world is beautiful. Maybe I just have to see it from a different angle. Does that mean I need to be in a different place?